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to sleep perchance to dream

OH MY GAWD I"M SOOO TIRED! seriously? i think my brain cells are dying off in clumps from lack of sleep...abject misery. and you wanna know what's even crazier? as tired as i am you'd think i'd slump into instant sleep but it's not to be had. i think i will have to give in and just try to go to bed when ozzy does... that would mean rob would have to take over with putting mimi to bed (hopefully at a decent hour. she should be going upstairs at 8 pm to wash up, get into her pjs and have some one on one reading time with a parent. and if she needs a bath that night, she should be in the tub by 7:30ish, but rob likes to hold out for later times which really gets to me so i bug and nag and ask him repeatedly when he's going to do it...and then i just get her started on it myself, which irritates him and he gets all huffy with me).

maybe tomorrow i will try to go to bed when ozzy does (he's sleeping from around 8pm to 3 am) and see if that makes my situation any better. even a full 4 hours of sleep would be awesome right about now.

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