sometimes when i think about giving up on life in general, and sitting like a blob all day, unbidden my mind fills up with images of a neglected garden turning brown, rotting, dying, and thats often enough motivation to keep going, if for no other reason than to prevent the desolation from becoming reality. is it weird that when i think of dying one day, that i get sad knowing my garden will die when i am gone? i dont think anyone else would go tend to it when i am no longer around. i hope they will at least keep a plant or two in remembrance of me, but the little pollinator waystation i've been working for several years now to create will likely be razed and no more.
it's crazy how long it's been since the last time i blogged here. i spend so much time on insta and facebook, this blog has been largely ignored. i'm on my second year of gardening and have been trying to maintaining a physical gardening log and failed at several attempts. So i think this may be my best bet. So here's the first gardening entry! Today is March 29th, 2022. Temps today were unseasonably cold and have been for the past three days. Todays high temp was 47F and the low tonight will be 22F. But should warm to the low 70s tomorrow. This crazy cold and heavy winds yesterday blew down several daffodils. many are leaning but upright enough that i left them and only pruned the ones that were knocked to the ground.