had to record how bad i'm feeling at this very moment, just for the record. my feet and ankles are swelling up something awful today. not sure if it's from all the sodium from lunch at Pho Cyclo today. uhhhhh. my stomach feels sooo stretched out and distended, and there's sooo much pressure inside my entire chest and abdominal cavity i just can't feel comfortable. belly is stretched out so much, the line that appears (linea negra) is thrown into sharp relief from sternum to crotch. i remember it from when i was pregnant w/mimi but this time it seems even darker and seems to stretch up further. my back and stomach muscles are so sore and weak i find myself hunched over constantly and achy. every time baby boy moves, i feel my already stretched thin stomach stretch ever more, painfully so, and whenever i stand he sits heavily on my bladder, making the urge to urinate ridiculously urgent. 7 more weeks of this to go!!!!
this year was a particularly difficult year to plan mimi's birthday. after rob's dad became terminally ill, i didnt think it was good time for a party for mimi and her friends, so we decided it was best to skip a party this year and just have a quiet family dinner out. then after dad passed and we slowly started to get back into our routines again, we all began to feel bad about not having a party for mimi, so we decided to have a party after all...although, a much belated party. mimi said she really wanted to have a party here at the house. she really really really wanted it here, so i told her she could, if she kept it small. since she was turning seven, i allowed her to invite seven friends. then i tasked her with thinking up a theme, and she finally settled on a favorite book series of hers called Rainbow Magic . how perfect...each of the book sets in the series showcases 7 fairies, whether they be the rainbow fairies, the gem fairies, the party fai...
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