can not believe it's been almost a year since my last post to the family blog. not that there's been no news to relate, just for lack of time. it makes me sad that a whole year of our family's life has gone by and there is no record of the events of this past year. things that i missed recording about this year: our family trip to korea (the first time i've been there in 40 years!), mimi's 10th birthday glamping party, ozzy's 6th birthday minecraft party, how we spent our summer this year (i guess that wasnt super eventful, but rob's cousin from korea did come for a short time to visit us), mimi learning the truth about the tooth fairy et al, ozzy's chronic hives, mimi's contact dermatitis, me trying to get in shape, our family mud run, and just general updates about the kids and what they say and do. :( i have to do better. maybe if i carve out a little bit of time each night to update the blog that will help.
sometimes when i think about giving up on life in general, and sitting like a blob all day, unbidden my mind fills up with images of a neglected garden turning brown, rotting, dying, and thats often enough motivation to keep going, if for no other reason than to prevent the desolation from becoming reality. is it weird that when i think of dying one day, that i get sad knowing my garden will die when i am gone? i dont think anyone else would go tend to it when i am no longer around. i hope they will at least keep a plant or two in remembrance of me, but the little pollinator waystation i've been working for several years now to create will likely be razed and no more.
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